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HuiShi , Im 14 this year. I have a cb stubborn attitude .
People find it hard to accept it. Well ,thats me . No one can judge me ,not even myself . I've lived through fear , disappointement & pain . I need to be pampered . I can laugh like a crazy bitch and cry like a small baby. It takes a long time to understand and to know me well . Underline , italic , Bold , @ Saturday, 20 November 2010  And the end is to come with the sun's rise I suspect my heart is torn beyond what any words can mend And know no syllable to hold true My own I hold in crumbled portions; Its shards slip through my fingers, out of my control I fear I have no faith, no hope, no love; yet how odd… I have none of these things, yet you help me stand when I crawl Am I falling from your heavenly sky? Or are you still carrying me when I can no longer go on And are you hearing me when ignorantly out I cry, "Why? Why is it me whom you shun?!" Am I finally waking up, My Lord, To see a bright new day? Or is it the Kingdom I see, as I look skyward, Come to take me Home with its holy, healing rays? What does this mean? Am I losing my Life, Oh Guardian? Have I slipped and gone too far? Will you save me from the shadows of Sin? Or will they drag me to where the damned ones are? I fear the end is coming soon, But who's end will it be? The good, which shines now as brightly as the New Moon, Or the evil, which threatens to steal my faith from me? I fear I did indeed lose my faith, oh-so-long ago But now, it has sought me out, Driving away the vertigo; Thus I have the strength to speak, so now I shout, "Am I saved, oh Angel? Have you fought for my soul? Is it me you now cradle? Are you whom I should thank for helping me out of the darkest of holes?" I fear the doubt is all consuming, And my soul may give in to the taunts of Sin Has the evil of the world finally broken me, Dragging me away from the ones I loved the most? What sight is left in this world worth my time to see? The world I see now is a garden of Good and Evil, The people residing within its barriers dying, falling away like the autumn leaves of a tree This garden needs your Holy Touch, Lord For only your green thumb can save it now. I fear the winter that is to come I fear that summer's warmth will never return And that the memories of the sun's light will never endure Yet here I still wait and forever yearn For light's wonderful rays, so healing and so pure "Kill me now!" I plea "Don't leave me here, so alone!" Sad and wilting is Life's tree, Leaving the landscape desolate and to rampant fires prone For eternity it seemed I wished for the end But now, my faith is renewed, and with it, Life's wondrous song. 1:59 am
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